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Afternoon Thoughts

Lately, life has felt calm and easy, like things are finally falling into place. But I’ve come to realize that stability, while comforting, isn’t permanent. It feels more like a brief pause in a play, a moment of peace before the next scene unfolds. I try to remind myself to appreciate these moments when they come—those rare times when my mind isn’t consumed with just getting through the day.

Recently, Paul and I have found a rhythm together that feels natural. It’s like we’ve learned to dance through life with an unspoken understanding, trust, and flexibility. But this ease didn’t come right away. It took time—years of learning, making mistakes, and figuring out how to navigate each other’s strengths and weaknesses. What’s comforting now is knowing that we both see each other fully and still choose to stay committed, with respect and care for one another.

But, of course, with comfort comes the question: what’s next? Life is never just smooth sailing, and moments of ease often lead into challenges. Today, as I watch Paul take care of my dog—who has been my steady companion through tough times—I can’t help but reflect on the future. It’s not enough to simply live in the present; there’s a need to look ahead, step by step, trusting that the path will unfold as it should.

The future is uncertain, full of both joys and struggles. Maybe the key is to accept that life will always change, sometimes in ways we can’t predict. Stability may not be permanent, but that’s okay. What’s important is being adaptable, appreciating the calm moments, and staying hopeful through the shifts. With Paul by my side, I feel more prepared for whatever lies ahead. Together, we’ve built something strong enough to handle life’s ups and downs, and that’s a kind of security no temporary stability can match.